Day10 part1

Well the show's are over and they went quite well. Last night's one was bit jittery but todays show was spot on, they didnt last to long either, which was good. Im really tired though, its taken a lot of concentrating not to fuck up.

I phoned Antony a couple of times yesterday to make sure he was ok. I really miss him and his smile He's working nights at the taxi place tonight, so I wont see him fo a little while. I might go and see him at his other job sometime this week and surprise him. Mind you..this is the first Sunday i've been sober for ages!!