Thursday night

Today was ok at work. I went like the clappers to start with, the didn't do fuck all after 7 o clock. We had some fun though.

I went out with Antony tonight. We only went to a local gay club, which was dead. He had a lot to drink again and I had to carry him home to bed.Im getting used to it now though. It was good to see him though, his smile always cheers me up.

Life's a mess..just need to sort it out..when i pluck up the courage..this is the hardest thing ive ever done..and I dont know how to say its over. Not with Antony, but with Lee