Not as Grumpy

How the devil are we? I'm better this week , I'm still having little grumbles at work about things , but on the whole it's been better, apart from today when I was asked to cancel my holiday over my birthday..they got told no!

Lee and me are going to Rochester Cathedral tomorrow night for the World Aids Day service. It's sticks in my throat a bit going because the Bishop Of Rochester is  a homophobic prick who wouldn't have it there if he had his way. I got pissed before I went last year..I wont be doing that again, as I was dying for a slash half way through and I was freezing cold. It is very sad though , thinking about the people who have died and knowing I'm going the same way. Still...chin up though.

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Utter Cunts!!

Well excuse me while I get well and truely shafted by work. Natalie called me in the office yesterday and explained that it was all going ahead with my moving into the office, but I will have to take a £1500 pay cut and have to wait till fucking April!! Utter cunts!! My face must have given away that I was a bit fucked off as she asked if I was ok. To which I replied " What do you fucking think? What a load of old bollocks! " She looked stunned and reminded me that we have a polite and professional at all times policy at work. I was past the point of caring and told her to stick her course up her shitter and I didn't want to do it. She told me to go and think about it..which I have done...I must write my notice out....fuck best get a job first!!

Happy Thanksgiving to all my American friends..hope you have a good one!

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Changing Jobs

I know it's been a while since I filled this in but it's been a busy time. Work has been up in the air with another 2 people leaving, thus leaving us short. Marie who used to do the packing was due to retire anyway, but she had to go early as she had just been told she had breast cancer and had to have an emergency operation. She's ok now and they caught it early and they reacon it wont come back , which is good . She didn't tell any of us about it and carried on as normal before she went, which I thought was amazing. I would have been in pieces.

On another job front bit, I'm coming off the road soon and going into the office to work in there. The aches and pains aren't going away so after a chat with my boss it was decided I could change rolls. I cant wait really, I love being out on the road, but it can be a drag and when it's cold I ache like hell. I'm doing a NVQ course in business and administration, which as I assured Lee, isn't a course to be an receptionist...cunt!!!

Anyway, that's boring old me for the last couple of weeks.
Oh here's a good recipe for gravy.
Gravy granuals, or Bisto and a stock cube, mixed with a little can of red wine that you cab get in Tesco's, then add a chopped onion up and put that in and bring it to the boil, simmer for a couple of seconds the poor it over your Sunday roast beef and eat...its loverly!!

Colder

Its got bastard cold hasn't it. Twice this week I've had to scrape frost off the car in the morning. I don't like the cold at all, I'm much more of a summer lad, i love to get my shorts on and go out.

Anyway not much has happened again, I've been to look round a few university's with Lee for his course next year. He's going into teaching, which is something he's wanted to do for ages but never got round to it. It's a five year course he's got to do. Fuck that I don't think I could. I'd twat one of the little fuckers!

Has anybody else got into Facebook yet? It's annoyingly addictive, but  in a silly way it managed to get a couple of my cousins to say hello to each other and they didn't even know they were related! I've also got back in touch with a lad I was best friends with when I was 5 or 6.

Here's a pic that was sent to me the other day that was taken at Manchester pride march. I think the meaning was right , but the way they wrote it was very very wrong!

A lot Happier

After a little break from a lot of things, I'm a lot happier. I've got a lot of things sorted at work and I've come to grips that the pain I'm getting is just one of the things I'll just have to put up with. Things could be a lot worse.

I've not done much, but I have been kind on engrossed in Facebook. Very sad I know but I think its great. It's a funny thing though, as through this I've come out to a couple of my cousins..lol. Lee has added that we are in a relationship on it, so I dont think it would be hard to see. They've not said anything though.

Anyway its Saturday am I'm just going to take it easy and watch England play in the football, then watch England play France in the rugby this evening. I don't think we are going to win, but you never know!

Tired

I feel very tired and down today. This has been creeping up for a couple of weeks. Work is exhausting me. I keep getting cramp in my lower back and in my hands. I've asked the doctor about this and he said it's part of the illness and get on with it. He did recommend a change in job though. He says I should get an office job. I've never done one before wouldn't know where to start.

It's hard fighting this illness sometimes, it's taking everything out of me at the moment. Nobody really understands it, I look ok so I must be ok.

What was it someone said...Stop the World, I want to get off.

Led Zeppelin

Well well well, Led Zeppelin are going to reform for one charity gig. I ( along with over 20 million over people ) have entered the pre application stage of getting tickets. With only 18,000 tickets up for grabs I'm not to hopeful for one, but you never know do ya?

Nothing much has really happened in my boring dull existance, oh apart from my latest blood results. My viral load is 42 ( fucking good! ) and my immune system count is over 300!! Thats up from last time's high of 172. I'm well chuffed with that, it's never been that high.

All in all..not to bad.