Motorhead day!!

Today I'm taking my Mum to see Motorhead at Hammersmith Odeon for her 60th birthday present. She loves them aswell so she really wanted to go. I wanted to go as its they're 30th anniversary concert, and they say a lot of special guests are going to be there. If its as good as the 25th anniversary it should be stunning.

Yesterday Antony and me went and booked up our holiday for NEXT year. We are going on a Cruise of the Med on a fucking great posh ship. Because we booked early we managed to get it 45% cheeper than the book price, and when you consider that we paid £1230 each ( around $2500 ) you do the maths on how much it should have cost. They have got a huge cinema scren out in the open, where you can watch films while you are in the swimming pool or in the jacuzzi.There's a gym and health suite plus 24 hour eating which could be bad. On the itinery we are going to Barcelona, Monte Carlo, Pisa, Rome and Majorca, plus a couple of other places that I cant remember the names of. We keep talking about next years holiday and we have'nt even been on this one yet!! Two weeks to go..cant wait

Ringing in my ears

Its beena busy weekend again. Friday night I did another rescue mission for Antony who was drunk in Maidstone again and could'nt get home. On Saturday we went down to Ramsgate on the coast top watch a powerboat racing compotition that was going on. Its was packed out down there, they also had a couple of bands playing and a funfair. We watched the racing for a little while, then decided that it was the most boring thing that we had ever seen. I t was ok to start with but it was dull, so we went to have something to eat then drove round the coast a bit more. We had a quick beer in a seafront bar then came home.

Yesterday we went to a shopping center and I brought some more clothes for the holiday. All we did in the evening was watch some films on T.V ( Mission Impossible 2..what a shit film!! )

Today I had a couple of hospitol appointments. The first one was my H.I.V  clinic. Things are still really good in that department and Ive not got to go back again for another 2 months, which I'm really pleased about. The other appointment was to see the doctor about my heart. Its ok but my cholesterol is too high.Soooooooo they have put me on another tablet to get it down. My blood pressure is fine but he says that I am 7 kilos over weight.Fuck it!!!!

Tonight, Antony and myself went back to the pub again for another audition / jam night. This week it was well more relaxed and played a blinder. It was seriously loud and aggresive but fuck it was fun. Antony enjoyed it aswell. They have given me a C.D. to listen to and learn, which I shall attempt to do this week so that I can play a couple of songs next week with them.The songs are good but I want to change some of the drum fills to suit my style...should'nt be a problem.

Never shave your chest!!

Important lesson number 1 boys and girls. NEVER SHAVE YOUR CHEST!!  I did it the other day and now that the hair is growing back, its absolute agony with the shaving rash. By fuck does it itch. Next time i'll just trim instead of totally shave. Thankfully I didn't shave my pubes to short.

Ive been looking into this band thing a bit more. They have a tour of England planned and are negotiating a tour of Europe and Japan. I'm very excited about it all but its a big step to take. Plus I dont know if I can up and leave Antony. This would be my dream job, but he is my dream partner. We still are taking things slowly and are not still officialy together, but soon I hope. If I could get him a job being my drum roadie then I would jump at the chance, doing my dream job with my dream boy.

What do I do?

Audition

We I went to the audition last night with Antony, who came along to support me. I was really really nervous for some reason and I nearly didn't go in, but Antony persuaded me to. Thanfully he did as I had a blast. It was a jam night and an audition at the same time, so there was a lot of other musicions there. We played a couple of heavy rock songs and I got right into the groove of it. The end result is that they were very impressed and have invited me back to a second audition. They are going to send me a c.d. so I can learn a couple of they're songs to play, just to see how I interperate them.

So all looks good

Day off

I'm having a day off from the gym today. I woke up and just could'nt face it. Ive been there for 2 hours a day for the last 3 days, so I figure that my body could do with a rest. I'm getting fitter as I can now run for 20 minutes on the running machine, which a couple of weeks ago I could never do. So I'm making progress.

Antony has been really tired so he hasn't been coming with me. He was ill at work the other night, so I stayed with him and helped him out until 3.30am. It was really busy so I did my best for him. He was still tired last night but felt ok. He really needs a good sleep.

Tonight after work I have my audition for this band. I'm a bit stressed about it for some reason. I think I'm over thinking it and winding myself up. As long as we do something I know I should  be ok. It is taking at a jam night in a pub, so there will be other musicians there which makes it worse. I would prefere it to be more 1 on 1, but we'll see how it goes. Antony is already going on about me being famous and me keeping him in the lap of luxury. Typical queen!! haha

Muscles are starting to grow!

I can see that this gym stuff is starting to pay off. The muscles on my arms are starting to get bigger and my man boobs are getting furmer, turning to muscle. Great!!! I need to look buff. I think on the weight side I'm at about 140 pounds. I still need to lose my gut though, but I've stopped drinking beer so that will help.

My little Antony is ok, he seems a lot happier these days and has cut down his drinking a lot aswell. He's on nights this weekend, so Ive got a quiet one. The weather is really shitty for June so I'm just going to stay indoors all day and do some jobs and play some music. I'll go to the gym later on this afternoon to have a little work out.

Oh well..things to do

Moneytalks

I'm fucking well skint this week. Ive just about got enough diesal in my car to last untill Friday, and I've got £3 in my pocket for dinner tomorrow. The next 2 weeks im going to spend my wages getting some clothes and stuff for the holiday. Nothing major, just some cheap old shit that looks good. I'll probably end up being sick down myself anyway so I dont want to waste money.

Ant and me are still gym sluts. We have been working our little arses off up there 6 days a week. I can see the change starting to happen. My man boobs are starting to firm up and turn to muscle, and I've lost 7kg in nearly 2 weeks. I'm now drinking 2 pints of water a day and I feel great. After our 2 hour work out, we go and sit in the jacuzzi for 20 minutes as a little treat for being such good boys. I just know all this hard work is going to turn to shit on holiday and i'm going to come back a fat slob.