For Mr.B

You think I'd ever leave your side baby?

You know me better than that

You think I'd leave you when your down on your knees?

I would'nt do that

 

Oh when your cold

I'll be there to hold you tight to me

When your on the outside baby

And you cant get in

I'll show you

Your so much better than you know

When your lost

When you alone and cant get back again

I will find you, I'll bring you home

 

If you want to cry

I am here to dry your eyes

And i no time you'll be fine

 

You think I'll leave your side baby?

You know me better than that

You think I'll leave you down when your on your knees?

I would never do that

I'll do you right when you are wrong

And I'll be

By your side

Sunday morning

I really dont know whats wrong with me at the moment.I just want to be left alone and not see anyone.Ive got a lot running through my mind at the moment and Im not sure what to do.Im kind of scared I think.Big steps are going to be made and im not sure I can cope with it.I'll find a way though.

I dont feel like doing much today. Im a bit achy from the flu jab yesterday.It has some side affects to it.Cronic shitting is one of them,as feeling run down.Perhaps thats whats' wrong with me?

I dont know

I really dont know whats the matter with me.

I think im just tired.

It feels like the world is closing in on me

 and im not sure what to do about it.

I need to get away and be me again,

to have all the dreams that i wish

Im sitting here lonely looking at the phone

hoping that it will ring

with someone there to tell me again

everything's going to be ok

Im screaming inside for someone to hear me

Im dying inside but i cant let it out

why cant you all see what is happening to me?

Why cant you see what i need?

Why wont you just let me be me?

Why do i have to conform to your dreams?

Why do you want me to change?

Im sick and tired of being sick and tired

 

I think i could work that into a song....

Saturday morning

Its a loverly sunny Saturday morning.Its a little chilly,but I can cope with it.I got up quite early this morning and did a few chores round the house.I picked my old lady up just after 10 to go and have our flu jabs.Im just a rest before I go and pick Mr,B up from work.We are meeting his parents I think for coffee.Its always nice to see them.

Im going to have to clean the car inside and out sometime over the weekend.It's filthy on the outside and convered in grass on the inside..bloody dogs!!

Right, things to do.........................more later!!

Friday morning

At last its Friday!!!! Ive only got to get through today then ive got 11 days holiday. YIPPPEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!

Last night we had an absolute mother of a thunderstorm. So what I hear you ask? Well, we never get thunderstorms in October, and it was cold last night. Needless to say, it was chucking it down with rain.There was loads of flooded roads about when I went home,so I had to be carefull down the country lanes.

I went to Mr.B's last night to cheer him up.He was laughting his head off when I got there so I think I done something right!! I stayed there until just before 3 this morning, wso my early night went for a right burton again. Never mind. I dont think i'll be in bed early tonight either.I cant be to late to bed, as I have to go to the doctors in the morning to have my flu jab. At least I wont get that this year.This is good, because if I do get it, it will probably kill me,and with christmas coming up and everything.

Right, ive got to pop to the town before I go to work.Im going to get the Queen live at Milton Keynes c.d.for the car.I'll be singing my head off to that on the way to work.Yesterday it was AC/DC. Fucking great driving music!!

Have a nice day yall!!!

P.S. Im getting there njlittlenightbear!! I'll teach you some of my English slang!!

Thursday morning

Well it's a dry sunny crisp autumn morning.Its coming up a bit cloudy though.I nearly got an early night. I was going to go to bed then I just had to learn how to play The Hero by Queen on the guitar.It the opening song on the dvd, and it rocks like a bastard!! I managed to get the music from the web, and it took me about half an hour to get it right.So I went to bed at 2am....well its an hour earlier than i have been going to bed recently.

There's overtime today at work, so all the fit lads should be in again.It makes the day go a bit better. I like Thursday's anyway, I get my wage slip and we always sem to have much more fun!

Right..exercise time!!

Funeral Music / For Someone Special

When I'm gone,

No need to wonder if I'll ever think of you,

The same moon shines,

The same wind blows,

For both of us and time is but a paper moon

Be not gone

 

Though I'm gone,

It's just as though I hold the flower that touch's you,

A new life grows,

And blossom knows,

There's no one else that warms my heart as much as you,

Be not gone

 

Let us cling together as the years go by,

Oh my love,my love,

In the quiet of the night let our candle always burn,

Let us never lose the lesson we have learned.

 

Hear my song,

Still think of me the way you've come to think of me,

The nights grow long,

But dreams live on,

Just close your pretty eyes and you can be with me,

Dream on.

 

When I'm gone,

They'll say we were fool's

And we dont understand,

Oh be strong and trust in your heart,

We're all, your all, we're all for always,

 

Let us cling together as the years go by,

Oh my love, my love,

In the quiet of the night let our candle always burn,

Let us never lose the lesson we have learned.